After days working on the fund application materia, i am almost driven crazy, fortunately i am not used to releasing my nerve by breaking my laptop into pieces...
And it's a chance for me to take a break.
Some of my bad habits just came out last night when i failed to fall asleep, they are maybe a continue of a former post which i was tagged.
26. I am a quick learner in technical knowledge but slow learner in social and communication knowledge.
27. I am always too caring about other people's demand, especially those who are very close to my life. Sometimes this kind of self-sacrified merit may not be a good choice for a longer relationship. Of course, no one should be blamed.
28. I don't have a strong determination when make a decision. I am always changing my oringal thought when facing the reality situation. This charateristic may be needed in many unstable situations, but i hate the manner that i always negative myself may cause deeply self doubt.
Feb 26, 2009
Feb 25, 2009
A test for how nerdy you are~
http://www.nerdtests.com/ft_nq.php
My test answer is :
3% scored higher (more nerdy),
0% scored the same,
and 97% scored lower (less nerdy).
Your nerdiness is:
All hail the monstrous nerd. You are by far the SUPREME NERD GOD!!!
Sometimes people really don't understand herself~~interesting.
My test answer is :
3% scored higher (more nerdy),
0% scored the same,
and 97% scored lower (less nerdy).
Your nerdiness is:
All hail the monstrous nerd. You are by far the SUPREME NERD GOD!!!
Sometimes people really don't understand herself~~interesting.
Feb 22, 2009
In youth we learn, in age we understand.
For those who believe, no proof is necessary;
For those who don't believe, no proof is possible.
By Stuart Chase.
For those who don't believe, no proof is possible.
By Stuart Chase.
IN YOUTH WE LEARN, IN AGE WE UNDERSTAND.
Quoted from the TV series: Criminal Minds.
Feb 21, 2009
something to share
On Way---By Father Alfred D'Souza
For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin , real life. But, there was always some obsacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinnished business, time still to be served or a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you share it with someone special, someone special enough to spend your time with. Make the most of your time. Don’t waste too much of your time studying, working, or stressing about something that seems important. Do what you want to do to be happy but also do what you can to make the people you care about happy. Remember that time waits for no one. So stop waiting until you take your last test, until you finish school, until you go back to school, until you have the perfect body, the perfect car, or whatever other perfect thing you desire.
Stop waiting until the weekend, when you can party or let loose, until summer, spring, fall or winter, until you find the right person and get married, until you die, until your born again, to decide that there is no better time than right now to be happy.
Happiness is a journey, not a destination.
So work like you don't need the money,
Love like you have never been hurt,
and dance like no one’s watching.
Happiness Is A Journey .
快乐是一段旅程，而不是终点.
去爱吧，如同从来没有受过伤害一样
跳舞吧，像没有人欣赏一样
唱歌吧，像没有任何人聆听一样
干活吧，像不需要钱一样
生活吧，像今天是末日一样 [艾佛烈德德索萨]如是说
For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin , real life. But, there was always some obsacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinnished business, time still to be served or a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you share it with someone special, someone special enough to spend your time with. Make the most of your time. Don’t waste too much of your time studying, working, or stressing about something that seems important. Do what you want to do to be happy but also do what you can to make the people you care about happy. Remember that time waits for no one. So stop waiting until you take your last test, until you finish school, until you go back to school, until you have the perfect body, the perfect car, or whatever other perfect thing you desire.
Stop waiting until the weekend, when you can party or let loose, until summer, spring, fall or winter, until you find the right person and get married, until you die, until your born again, to decide that there is no better time than right now to be happy.
Happiness is a journey, not a destination.
So work like you don't need the money,
Love like you have never been hurt,
and dance like no one’s watching.
Happiness Is A Journey .
快乐是一段旅程，而不是终点.
去爱吧，如同从来没有受过伤害一样
跳舞吧，像没有人欣赏一样
唱歌吧，像没有任何人聆听一样
干活吧，像不需要钱一样
生活吧，像今天是末日一样 [艾佛烈德德索萨]如是说
Feb 20, 2009
job hunting II
Yersterday was really a tough day for me, but i was lucky to get a job finally.
Now i am confirmed that i am hired by the Institute as an asistant researcher.
Good news, still hope i will be more rational when make big decisions, and wish i
will not let my tears out next time, too childlish!
Now i am confirmed that i am hired by the Institute as an asistant researcher.
Good news, still hope i will be more rational when make big decisions, and wish i
will not let my tears out next time, too childlish!
Feb 19, 2009
job hunting I
Since the job thing turns out to be the most important and the most annoying thing these days, my mood is changing all the time. The day before yesterday, there was a discussion meeting in institute and then came the good news. Not sooner have i been in happy mood, the information came that there is also a discussion meeting in the academy this afternoon, and it maybe not so optimistic for me to get the job.
A tough day today, just waiting.
A tough day today, just waiting.
Feb 17, 2009
random thinkings
Always wondering why my major finally turns out to be Decision Making Support, since i oftenly made bad decisions, although everytime i promised that i won't make the same wrong thing next time~
I find a theory named financial behavior, which explains that why people always behavior irrationally rather than rationally when making options. In my opinion, this theory maybe want to show that people's heart works faster than brain, so always when a person is going to make a decision, always in the way following his/her heart directly. So he/she will not hold on to ask his/her brain to make so many calculations.~~~The optimization theory seems to be useless here.
I don't like the feeling to intorduce my major without enough confidence, and also i want to get through this puzzles. Using heart or using brain, it is totoally a complex problem, and my question is how the two manners: buttom-up and up-down, can merge?
I find a theory named financial behavior, which explains that why people always behavior irrationally rather than rationally when making options. In my opinion, this theory maybe want to show that people's heart works faster than brain, so always when a person is going to make a decision, always in the way following his/her heart directly. So he/she will not hold on to ask his/her brain to make so many calculations.~~~The optimization theory seems to be useless here.
I don't like the feeling to intorduce my major without enough confidence, and also i want to get through this puzzles. Using heart or using brain, it is totoally a complex problem, and my question is how the two manners: buttom-up and up-down, can merge?
Feb 16, 2009
NCIS
Recently i spent some of my leisure time in watching a TV series named NCIS (Naval Criminal Investigative Service).
Although i like all the major roles in this TV: Ziva, a sexy and nice lady; Tony, a smart thinking man; Mcgee, a genius; and Abby, suppergenius... But which attracts me a lot is the following discription for their boss, Gibbs:
This agent is more street-smart than book-smart.
He possesses great inner strength.
He's very focused.
He has a strong sense of justice that drives him.
He is unrelenting to the point of obsession.
He is an exceptional investigator.
He is a man who acts on his gut instinct.
Who relies on his ability to judge people,
and he's rarely wrong.
As a result,
he's a man who never suffers from self-doubt.
quoted from NCIS S06E07.
Although i like all the major roles in this TV: Ziva, a sexy and nice lady; Tony, a smart thinking man; Mcgee, a genius; and Abby, suppergenius... But which attracts me a lot is the following discription for their boss, Gibbs:
This agent is more street-smart than book-smart.
He possesses great inner strength.
He's very focused.
He has a strong sense of justice that drives him.
He is unrelenting to the point of obsession.
He is an exceptional investigator.
He is a man who acts on his gut instinct.
Who relies on his ability to judge people,
and he's rarely wrong.
As a result,
he's a man who never suffers from self-doubt.
quoted from NCIS S06E07.
Feb 12, 2009
Ha, being tagged!
Never being tagged before, until i received the message in my facebook:
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
Although facing with the "25" things, my first response is being scared and impatient, still i want to finish it the first time, and maybe the last time, will see.
ok, take your time, Liz:)
1. I always think that i should be born a boy, my mom said that before i came to this world, all of people guessed that i would be a boy, an uncle also betted a bicycle for it. I asked my mom, where is the bike, she smiled:” the bet was just for fun", otherwise, i as a little baby had the ability of bringing a bike to my parents, that is cute.
2. When i was four, my parents sent me to a kindergarten nearby my grandma’s home. Because i was the youngest kid in class, teacher didn't take much care for me. I spent most of time in sleeping and sleeping until I could go home. Sometimes my uncle came back from work and didn’t find me, he went to school, and found I was still sleeping alone in the classroom. Once the classroom is locked by other kids (they locked the door and went home without waking me up). Finally my uncle went to the teacher’s home and got the key to open the door, and waked me up…
3. I was supposed to be low IQ when I was in the first grade. Because I didn’t pass the math exam, less than 60! My parents were too busy to worry about my study at that time, so except being mocked by my teacher for a while, I felt little stress. Wonder how I make math as my major now!
4. My most favorite animal is dog, not only because I was bored in a Dog year. My family raised a dog when I was five, and the dog died when I was seven. When the dog was dying, my father walked it out of our home, now I still remember the picture: at dusk, my father walked the dog and I followed after. My parents decided not to raise any pet after that time, but now there are two dogs and one cat in their house.
5. I believed that I saw ghost when I was six year's old. People may not believe that, but I truly saw something which could not be explained.
6. My best friend always introduce me good and delicious food, maybe that is the key reason why we became friends:) forget it, the point is that it is utmost hard to ask me to give up delicious food, and sharing delicious food with friends is a great happiness.
7. I never thought that what kind of people I want to become, a scientist, a housewife, a business lady? Have no idea… I just like doing the current things better and seldomly design the future.
8. Before my 25, I believed that people may fall in love at the first sight, now I think that it must take a long time to love a person.
9. I want to travel every city in China, and abroad next.
10. I began to write diary from my high school, but quitted after I fell in love, and restart doing it after breakup. It is really very boring, and now I am considering stop bla~bla~bla~ in my Blog.
11. I learned to play bridge two years before, but remember nothing about it now. Also I learned Germany, and only can remember several words now. I don’t like doing things without passion or motivation, otherwise I will lack of patient.
12. I’ve never smoked and don’t intent to in future. As to drink, I just got drunk once and lost myself at that time. After that time, i deny myslef to feel so bad.
13. During the time I broke up with my bf, maybe in one and a half year, I almost cried every day and didn’t have any passion to do my work. My mentor never criticized my lazy at that time and always encouraged me to do my research. I am very appreciate the care from him and will return if I have the ability.
14. I like little kid, they are very cute and I think I will definitely spoil my child in future if I had one:)
15. I am not good at persuading people doing something, I don’t like debating.
16. I’ve planned to marry a fish man just because I like eating fish when I was 20.
17. I think I am an introversive girl, but all my friends don’t think so.
18. I am not a big fun of fashion, for me shopping is just a way to get off my bad mood.
19. When I was in Middle school, I got two ear holes my first time but I only wear the ear rings for no more than two weeks.
20. I love watching American TV series, from the very beginning Friends, then Prison Break, DH…Detective type is my most favorite.
21. Sometimes when I first met a person, I dislike him or her, and he or she can know that. My mom always asks me to change this bad habit, I am trying.
22. I believe that most communication or interaction between people are win-win game, if the balance is broke, always turns out to be ‘win less’-lose type. So belief between people can create great fortune.
23. I still remember one scene from TV FRIENDS, Chandler posed a puzzle to Joey: one hand stands for sexy lady, the other is tasty food, which one you will choose? Without thinking, Joey said that: Put your hands together!...But the fact is, left is left and right is right.
24. My grandma is my love-most person in my family. She is always nice to her parents in law, her husband, her children, her grandchildren…She never thought of herself even many times she gained unfair treat.
25. My favorite number is 7, for no reason.
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
Although facing with the "25" things, my first response is being scared and impatient, still i want to finish it the first time, and maybe the last time, will see.
ok, take your time, Liz:)
1. I always think that i should be born a boy, my mom said that before i came to this world, all of people guessed that i would be a boy, an uncle also betted a bicycle for it. I asked my mom, where is the bike, she smiled:” the bet was just for fun", otherwise, i as a little baby had the ability of bringing a bike to my parents, that is cute.
2. When i was four, my parents sent me to a kindergarten nearby my grandma’s home. Because i was the youngest kid in class, teacher didn't take much care for me. I spent most of time in sleeping and sleeping until I could go home. Sometimes my uncle came back from work and didn’t find me, he went to school, and found I was still sleeping alone in the classroom. Once the classroom is locked by other kids (they locked the door and went home without waking me up). Finally my uncle went to the teacher’s home and got the key to open the door, and waked me up…
3. I was supposed to be low IQ when I was in the first grade. Because I didn’t pass the math exam, less than 60! My parents were too busy to worry about my study at that time, so except being mocked by my teacher for a while, I felt little stress. Wonder how I make math as my major now!
4. My most favorite animal is dog, not only because I was bored in a Dog year. My family raised a dog when I was five, and the dog died when I was seven. When the dog was dying, my father walked it out of our home, now I still remember the picture: at dusk, my father walked the dog and I followed after. My parents decided not to raise any pet after that time, but now there are two dogs and one cat in their house.
5. I believed that I saw ghost when I was six year's old. People may not believe that, but I truly saw something which could not be explained.
6. My best friend always introduce me good and delicious food, maybe that is the key reason why we became friends:) forget it, the point is that it is utmost hard to ask me to give up delicious food, and sharing delicious food with friends is a great happiness.
7. I never thought that what kind of people I want to become, a scientist, a housewife, a business lady? Have no idea… I just like doing the current things better and seldomly design the future.
8. Before my 25, I believed that people may fall in love at the first sight, now I think that it must take a long time to love a person.
9. I want to travel every city in China, and abroad next.
10. I began to write diary from my high school, but quitted after I fell in love, and restart doing it after breakup. It is really very boring, and now I am considering stop bla~bla~bla~ in my Blog.
11. I learned to play bridge two years before, but remember nothing about it now. Also I learned Germany, and only can remember several words now. I don’t like doing things without passion or motivation, otherwise I will lack of patient.
12. I’ve never smoked and don’t intent to in future. As to drink, I just got drunk once and lost myself at that time. After that time, i deny myslef to feel so bad.
13. During the time I broke up with my bf, maybe in one and a half year, I almost cried every day and didn’t have any passion to do my work. My mentor never criticized my lazy at that time and always encouraged me to do my research. I am very appreciate the care from him and will return if I have the ability.
14. I like little kid, they are very cute and I think I will definitely spoil my child in future if I had one:)
15. I am not good at persuading people doing something, I don’t like debating.
16. I’ve planned to marry a fish man just because I like eating fish when I was 20.
17. I think I am an introversive girl, but all my friends don’t think so.
18. I am not a big fun of fashion, for me shopping is just a way to get off my bad mood.
19. When I was in Middle school, I got two ear holes my first time but I only wear the ear rings for no more than two weeks.
20. I love watching American TV series, from the very beginning Friends
21. Sometimes when I first met a person, I dislike him or her, and he or she can know that. My mom always asks me to change this bad habit, I am trying.
22. I believe that most communication or interaction between people are win-win game, if the balance is broke, always turns out to be ‘win less’-lose type. So belief between people can create great fortune.
23. I still remember one scene from TV FRIENDS
24. My grandma is my love-most person in my family. She is always nice to her parents in law, her husband, her children, her grandchildren…She never thought of herself even many times she gained unfair treat.
25. My favorite number is 7, for no reason.
Feb 4, 2009
Lizzie is going to be lazy:)
After a cozy holiday rest at home, i came back to BJ at the early morning yesterday.
Being worry about the fund application, i am still not quite used to the busy life here.
A lot of things get sticked in my mind and even when I fell asleep, the bad feeling can not go. So i tried very hard to forget and focus myself on the fund application, no use....what's wrong with you, lizzie?
So it's better to believe that let it go, my blog, my job, my the one, my future.
Just be lazy for a while:)
Being worry about the fund application, i am still not quite used to the busy life here.
A lot of things get sticked in my mind and even when I fell asleep, the bad feeling can not go. So i tried very hard to forget and focus myself on the fund application, no use....what's wrong with you, lizzie?
So it's better to believe that let it go, my blog, my job, my the one, my future.
Just be lazy for a while:)
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